my aunt and cousin gave me a digital camera! yayyyy. they're so cool. they're totally number 1 on my Favourite Relatives list. plus they gave me a chocolate cake too, which i have eating every night in case before it goes bad. haha. im not so depressed these days. on a scale of 1 to 10, im proud to say i have progressed from a pathetic 8.5 to an impressive 6.5. 2 whole notches! what gives? haha. my mom just threw up cuz she felt giddy after coming out of NTUC fairprice Xtra. for about a nano fraction of a second, i felt a pang of jealousy. like, hey no fair, she gets to throw up and i dont. but that feeling has thankfully evanesced. i feel like the worst daughter on the planet. i dont think i show my parents my love, like i rightfully should. i read this email yesterday about how you should cherish the people you love while they're still around and all that, and i guess it sorta hit a nerve. from today, i shall proclaim my love to all my friends and family!!! oh, and by the way, i STILL dont know what course i should fricking apply for. and *snorts* will they even WANT me???? i mean, face it, only about a goddamned TON of people have straight As in their pockets. what are MY grades compared to theirs?! i've taken a liking to pureed fruit. i've been meaning to buy the baby food kind, but those arent exactly dirt cheap, considering they cost about 2 bucks a bottle. GOD what is WRONG with babies? how dare they eat such expensive food? you know, satay broad beans are incredibly nice too. i wish i could study medicine, then i could become a plastic surgeon and lipo myself. ha bloody ha.
