great! the fridge has relented and decided to make ice again. anyway. i have these stupidly bizarre dreams every night. like last night, i dreamt that my friend, XXXXXX had a twin brother and that he was my bf. haha. it wasnt a particularly nightmarish dream, not like the kind you wake up in a cold sweat panting or whatever. in fact, it was like chinese drama. somehow my parents found out and my mother was holding up this huge piece of cardboard intending to whack his brains out. and then i grabbed the cardboard and hit her! haha. it was really sweet. i remember liking him a lot. but why did it have to be XXXXXX's twin brother?! it isnt as if i know XXXXXX very well or anything. they didnt look anything like each other though. which was a relief. otherwise i dont think i would dare sleep again. there was this time i woke up with tears in my eyes. now THAT was scary. it wasnt a scared-the-shit-out-of-me kind of dream. more like a you-hurt-me-more-than-anyone-could kind.
