I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life. I feel so bloody godammned fricking fat every single day. At my skinniest, i used to be thinner than everyone else and now its the reverse. im a fat fricking fatso with a ball for a tummy and tree trunks for arms and legs, only thicker. I feel like a damned freak every day. Im getting fatter for gods sake. I shouldnt have succumbed to the temptation of food. I should have just stuck with my regime and then I wouldnt have gained weight. but NO i just had to start having supper every night. every bloody single night and i feel so fking fat after. I used to be so skinny. and now im a bloody fatass. im not saying i dont like fat people, dont get me wrong. i just dont want the fat to be on me. i want to go back to being the skinny little not-even-there wafer-thin fatless thing i used to be. it was only one month ago. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
