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Wednesday, February 28

back from genting! they're mental, Mother's friends are. for 4 days in a row we ate at chinese restaurants for dinner. those new year set dishes with loh hay and everything. like, HELLO! is 'moderation' a new, unheard-of concept around here? anyway i didnt get to go to KL because they spent half the day sitting aruond the coffee house table talking and yakking and catching up. they've known one another since primary 1, is that cool or what? and CRAP i couldnt go to the casino. i've never been to a casino! i actually thought the minimum age was 18, which is cool, because even though my height belies my true age, the passport does not lie. but SHIT i was mistaken! its bloody 21. but thats cool too, because it makes me feel young and of inadequate age as yet.

here's something i bet few of you have noticed. when you hurl french fries, they come out looking like mashed potatoes. and if you had happened to eat those fries with chilli sauce, then it comes out resembling Bloody Mashed Potatoes. cool huh? and the after-hurl tastes okay too. some after-hurls are so unpleasant, you just want to hurl again. but nooooooo, french fries are gooooood.

i have developed an unusual habit. i can't sleep without holding a remote in my hands. at home, the hi fi remote serves another purpose. at the hotel, it was the tv remote. well, it WAS the only remote in the room. haha. there's something strangely comforting and reassuring about fingering the poppy-out buttons on the remote. it somehow aids in slumber. my darn pillow is starting to look like a small valley. either my face is getting fatter or my brain is expanding.

holy moley i think that was aaron i saw in the esplanade!! i dunno, he's a dancer, and the esplanade seems an appropriate place for a dancer to be spotted in. we were coming out from the toilet (not the same one) and after he walked past, he turned back to look at me a second time. like, he did a double take. a sort of is-that-you? kind of way. i just stared back at him. i didnt recognise him at first. but if i really had to match the face to someone i know, it would be him. haha. he looks hot now! looks like someone's been working out over the years. i havent seen him for..5 years. oh my GOD. i wonder what it would have been like to go out with him back then. blame it on my shyness. but really, you couldnt blame me. i was young and stupid at sec 2. haha. i remember he kinda freaked me out a little cuz he kept calling me and stuff. called my house too. yes, like i said, i was stupid not to give my hp number instead. he was from st andrew's. i wonder where he is now. and bloody hell i lost his contact along with my phone!! shittery shoots. and he doesnt even come online. once, he had some trouble with his girlfriend cuz he came on too fast on her and she sorta backed away and they broke up. i remember him telling me that they werent just gf and bf, but LOVERS. haha. i will never forget that line. gosh i wonder if it was really him i saw! he looks real buff now. hee.

excuse me :X
6:19 AM

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