MUST he call me that???? MUST HE??! it was highly embarrassing. and where on earth he first heard it, i have not the slightest inkling. only people i like can call me that! not that i despise him or anything, dont get me wrong. but he's starting to get a little annoying at times now. of course i try not to show it, because it IS rude, after all. it's tactless and insensitive and im against those nasty traits. haha. i think its callous of people to avoid him like the plague. i mean, sure, you dont like the guy, but hey, at least show some manners. that said, do you ever wonder what makes him tick to a different tune from the rest of us?
i wish i had a fully equipped gym in my room! and a personal trainer wouldnt hurt either. haha..that would be totally cool. dont you feel fat after eating? im amazed at how people can eat snacks in between meals and not feel guilty about it. maybe its just me. im thirsty!
hey! dicky's the first person i know who watches boston legal and grey's anatomy too! haha. shocking realisation. cool..ive been asking around but nobody seems to watch the shows i watch! not even chee yao! who's like this bad influence =p he's like some ardent TV supporter. haha!
my glasses has this accursed scratch on it now, a result of an accident with the rifle. haha..i was cocking the thing and it slipped on the chair and whacked the left lens of my glasses against my eye, so that there was an imprint of my eyelashes on the lens =p i was so afraid i would have a blackeye the netx day. thankfully my eye remained in its socket, still relatively attached to the uh, dunno-what muscle. shit! what muscle is it? erectus? no, thats the hair muscle. whatever. haha. i hope its not jinxed or anything, as fioni suggested, cuz.. the same thing happened to weiling!the rifle hit her head though =p why is it retaliating?! have i not been kind to it?? so i dont oil it anymore, so what! no matter. i must go and make amends with it on monday. haha. there's this irritating little blur speck on my glasses now! i tried using brasso to rub it off, it being an abrasive and all, but alas, it was to no avail. =(
im REALLY thirsty now. im drying up and my skin is flaking off by the metre.
dont you just LOATHE it when you ask people a question and then they go like, ___lah! that one word, that seemingly innocent one tiny little word changes the whole tone of the answer. it makes the answerer sound all-knowing and smart and you, inferior and stupid and a total dumbass. its just so lip-bitingly, fist-clenchingly ANNOYING. you notice i find many things annoying these days. haha.
we sent in a sample to the tshirt man, finally =D i hope it turns out nice, even though the material is kinda scratchy and hot. haha. see, people DO place more importance on looks than comfort. the supplier who supplies the soft material shirt supposedly has sucky embroidery =p and we'd much rather compromise on the scratchiness of the shirt than on the ugliness. haha.
shit! im sorry, ZL, u called when i was watching tv =p thats like, the third missed call ive had from him. haha. im uncontactable most of the time, sorry =p
i thought of being a marriage counsellor. haha. there's a certain satisfaction in seeing couples ending up happy together, or at least working things out when they're going through a rough patch. relationships need effort, for the most part, especially if you've been together for well, long enough. haha. now, im no love guru here, but its just a little observation i made. =p i feel really sad when couples break up you know? perhaps my emotional quotient is too high. like, when u hear of people dedicating songs to their exes on the radio, saying how they really miss them and whatnot, i get sad along with them. im a walking bag of empathy. haha.
sigh..my dearest didi, terence, thinks he will probably be retained cuz he skips school like, once a week. he's in ITE anyway. he says he doesnt like the place..sometimes u just really want to make people see the folly of their thoughts, but u dont know how. i want to convince him not to hate his school, just like how i want to convince people in my school not to think lowly of AJ. (some people are constantly putting it down. yes, you guessed it. it adds to the List of Things which Annoy Vanda.)
johnny let me hear the sample he's going to be playing with his band for AJ idol, and his guitar is not bad, really =) i really hope he makes it through the audtions!! so i will someone to cheer for. haha. its sad that i dont get to see johnny, hinho, yingyee and weiling during training anymore, cuz we train on different days. why dont the nasty people let us book more than 5 lanes!! =( it impedes bonding. at least i get to see weiling in class. sigh..
i feel lonely tonight. you know that song by elvis? "are you lonesome tonight?" Damn right i am.
