i dont like eating. it makes me fat. everything i eat makes me fat. i dont like to eat. and whats worse, when my parents are home, i HAVE to eat my meals. they wont take "im not hungry" for an excuse. and it sucks. its not that im not grateful that i have food to eat, unlike the starving poor in africa. i appreciate that there's food on the table should i be happen to want it, but 9 out of 10 times, i DONT want it. it makes me fat. i have a disgusting fat tummy after eating. even after drinking. its only me, right? nobody else gets a stupid tummy after eating or DRINKING, for that matter. why must they make me eat? i reckon i can survive splendidly on my stored material. they should just let me eat when im hungry. whats so wrong about that??? yeah yeah regular meals whatever. people shouldnt eat when they're not hungry. and they shouldnt be made to eat either. this is an outrage! i must lodge a complaint to the Dieter's Association and grieve about my plight along with fellow dieters. ah shit there's like AQ to do before thursday. plus, there's chem test!! silly ol teachers. they have no regard for tradition!! the book of chinese tradition states that Homework Shall not be Given to be due Less Than a Week After Chinese New Year. they fail to recognise and appreciate the full value of a festival regarded as the most important in chinese culture. how dare they! and oh please, its not like my organic chem rocks. i have to memorise all that crap. saying that bio needs far more memory work is NOT a counter argument. org chem is just like memorising this list of temperatures and reagents and conditions and whatnot. and he doesnt like me. actually, i think he doesnt like us. nobody does!! a certain teacher practically ignores the back row people. she cant even hear me when i speak! or perhaps she refuses to listen. my own teacher!! ZL is such an enigma. haha. im going to gain weight during CNY. i just KNOW it. FFFFFFFFFF. im never going to eat lunch in school anymore. scratch that. im never going to eat ANYTHING in school anymore.
