heehee. and whats more, i went with Mother. who would have thought this situation would be possible in reality? anyway, i asked "can i pierce my ear?" well, of course, i just asked out of politness and nothing more, because i would have got it pierced ANYWAY. sometimes, its good to let your parents think they can control you. haha. she went all "another one?" but i clarified matters with her and told her i would pierce the right instead of the the left, which has already reached full population. is there a word for it? ummm optimal capacity or some crap like that? haha. so NOW, its a 4left, 3right. i SWEAR its gonna be the last one i pierce. i saw this picture of an ear and it had 9 freaky piercings on it. and it was SO freakish and gross and ewwwww and blehhh and..do i look like THAT?! 4 isnt a lot right? RIGHT? its normal to have 4. lotsa people have 4. and they're normal too.
i was kinda looking at the big picture today and thinking, everything seems so small scale, come to think of it. i mean, how the world works and stuff. like, people build homes for other people to live in. people organise competitions to see whos the best at doing whatever. even international and national competitions seem so..made up. like, everything is just for us to enjoy and make the most out of life. it seems like this game, where u spend all the time thats alloted to you and then you leave, never to return. ITS LIKE THIS GAME. but then its not a game because people have feelings and they develop relationships with other people and staying in the game is really important to them. and OH CRAP. i am a nonsensical nonsense machine. i bet none of this makes sense to you. nono, not that u people are dumbasses or anything, dont get me wrong. haha.
oh my gosh we are finally going to the gym next week! goodbye fat! haha. i asked ivan if guys normally make a beeline for the weights section or something, and he said he didnt want bulging, he wanted toned. haha. i asked jessica already, but then she said she had some camp, but i BET she's just laaaaaaaaazy. haha. oh my god! i bet she has plans to stone! her stoning acitivities take precedence over everything else, the traitor! haha. YES. we shall go back to school toned, bronzed and maybe for ivan, rippling with a 100-pack. haha. yesterday's class outing was an astounding failure. only 5 people turned up!! huey eng, joan, ivan, kevin and me! haha. but it was fun, we went to marina square and ate cafe cartel and played arcade. i love the drum set thingy! i love the music, anyway. its all so cute. the fuzzy wuzzy widdle machine.
SHIT. i just realised something bad. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
