i..dont know what to say anymore. i mean, how unlucky can one person get? first, she tells me the attachment will only last 2 weeks. do you know how happy i was at that point? cuz according to my calculations, if it started on the 21st, it'll end on the 2nd, which means i can go to the chalet on the 5th. well, ha-ha. what a joke. after that she told me that because of dunno which stupid ass, they're now postponing it to start on the 24th and itll end on the 7th which is the same day the chalet ends. what a rosy picture. and in front of TYY i had to fake it and act like everything was peachy. have you ever witnessed such perfect timing? theres bad luck and then theres BAD LUCK. this is undoubtedly a case of the latter.
i was so fricking pissed today but there was OP rehearsal with my PW mateys so i couldnt very well sulk and look glum when everyone came back to school specially for this. and to think i have to plaster on a fake smile and pretend to be happy tml during the real OP. it is a not a pretty feeling realising how down on your luck you are when the OP exam is tml. i mean, come ON. what did i do? break a mirror in my sleep? unknowingly walk under a ladder? cross paths with a black cat at midnight or whatever? stepped on a four-leaf clover? sheesh. i cant believe it. and its not as if buona vista is a stones throw away from pasir ris either. for gods sake, its like an hour away. its right at the other end of the stupid east west line. try 10 million stones.
ever watched a series of unfortunate events? well, if the boudelaires think THEY'RE unlucky, wait till they hear my story.
she asked meAGAIN if i was still ups et over my promo results. !! i didnt know what to say so i said uhhhh okay lah. i think she took it to mean that i wasnt. honestly,i was okay with it until she asked me that day. as in, maybe she's expecting me to get better or whatever. to hell with expectations. i can NEVER live up to them so people like my mother should just stop setting them.
zhiliang is very practical.
im playing the xi shua shua song again but even THAT proves futile in changing the mood. thank you huishan for trying to cheer me up. ure right, of course its not the end of the world. but i guess im not one to live and let live easily. i wish i had a garden so i could grow some four leaf clover plants and carry a fresh one in my pocket everyday. haha. im trying to think of at least one good thing which has happened to me recently.
oh and i think this means i have to give the clay target shooting course a miss too. isnt this wonderful? practically everything is happening simultaneously! i have never had a better holiday!! woo-hoo. its on the 30th. i dont want to miss it! i shall ask to be excused. SHIT why the hell cant everything be spread out nicely instead of happening at the same time and putting me in situations like this.
and why cant i have one of those clocks hermione has to turn back time?! i think hey arnold is on now. i bet HE'S having a great holiday. HMMPHHHHHHHH. any effort made to cheer me up shall not be entertained.
