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Sunday, October 2

just studied bio and i am just SO tired. like, brain-tired. not like, sleepy-tired. sapped of energy, drained of stamina, rid of enthusiasm. not a sliver of determination, not a thread of cheeriness remaining in me. that about sums up the state im in right now. haha. so exaggerated.

my brain has reached saturation point. all my neurones are saturated with information packets and any extra information packet has to wait for a free neurone before an information-neurone complex can be formed, hence increasing the rate of information uptake. i should also add cholesterol to my brain to reduce any uncontrolled leakage of information ions.

haha..i was reading about inbreeding yesterday and i msged joan to tell her how gross i thought it was, being forced to mate with your sibling. i mean, the poor cows cant choose who they want their cattle to be fathered by. is that the price you pay for having acquired desirable characteristics? haha. oh and i was reading about how sex hormones are made from cholesterol. so does that mean that fatter people have more sex hormones? joan said she sometimes goes to the fridge, opens it, looks around, shuts it again and continues studying! i was surprised! i thought only i did silly things like that =p haha.

i also go the kitchen, look out the window, wash my hands and then go back to my work. it doesnt make sense, i know. i mean, explore the fridge when ure not hungry, wash ur hands when there isnt an ounce of bacteria on them (well, almost) and looking out the window when all u see is zhonghua. haha.

oh gosh i feel totally queasy now..i think it must be all that reading! maybe my adrenal glands are secreting an overload of adrenaline into my..gut or whatever. so i decided to blog =p blogging helps to relieve stress and hopefully, improve my gp. haha. oh my god gp..what if i cant do all 12 questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my content sucks. i feel like this ignorant frog in the well. this stupid frog phrase is getting so cliched. i keep using it. haha.

cheeyao just called me lame. =( haha..i hate it when perfect 10 tantalises you with the prospect of enjoying your favourite song and then they cut it off halfway. they always do that! what the hell is their problem!! ahhhhh!!!!!!! the queasiness is making my tummy squirm. like a worm. with germs. with his hair in a perm.

i have suddenly been struck unconscious with the boulder of reality. tomorrow is GP and bio. and im contemplating how to study for econs and math on tuesday, when by the time i reach home, its gonna be 4pm. luckily its only essay for econs. i mean, not that essays are a piece of cake. but can u imagine if it were paper 1 and 2 instead??? i think i would rather step in front of a moving vehicle. haha. my poor poor brain. i must eat fish tonight! its supposedly brain food, isnt it? anything to help my brain grow big and strong and healthy and muscular! and protrude freakily out of my head!

by the way, if u think this colour sucks, we have something in common.

excuse me :X
3:08 AM

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