haha..i just did the bonus 5% chem quiz thing BUT I GOT 2 WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!! =( haha..DAMN!! i didnt go out to study today..i didnt feel like going out anyway. hey winnie the pooh bear came to meet us yesteray!! =D wonder if he has already figured out the mystery which surrounds Red Cloud Mountain. haha..=p in the end he thought we were playing a stupid trick on him and that RCM didnt really exist. what a thing to say, winnie! denying the existence of your loved one. haha. we have a new name for him too!! KANTANG BEAR!! haha..i forgot why though. its either cuz we were eating potato wedges or cuz he looked like a potato or cuz he had a potato brain or something.
i remember talking about mr potatohead to them. i had this email addy in p6, it was icecreamsoda@mr-potatohead.com. haha.. yeah, it was one of those pick your own domain name site thingies. they were really cooL! come to think of it, i remember all the email addys i used to have! the VERY FIRST one was peppermint_van@hotmail.com. *tears* oh, it brings back memories of my YZPS days. haha..then the potatohead one and then it was questionmark@white-star.com and then the next and current one was the isohatemath one =p cuz i REALLY REALLY hated math then. i got a disgusting B for it, how could i not hate it?
haha..i used to think hotmail was totally common and like, everyone had it, so it was kinda boring having the same thing as everyone else did. haha..mr potatohead was coooool =p and yesterday, four of us shared that one little cafe table!! the surface area of table per capita was..infinitesimal. then the cafe lady came over and asked us if we wanted a drink and "you understand that this is a cafe right?" and winnie was like, 'not thirsty'..haha..she practically forced us to buy the drink..haha..i mean, she might as well have robbed us of our wallets there and then.
anyway..got to eat fish and chips (which were acutally fat little wedges) yesterday!! i just LOVE the baby carrots!! =D and yesterday's supply of baby carrots really WERE baby. they were so tiny, they could fit through the gaps in my fork! i liked the crispy fish. all crunchy and tender and juicy and worth salivating over. if we had to have lunch in that library for a whole week, i'd go broke buying food. ivan spent $8 on 2 drinks! haha.
im quite proud of myself today! did 1 essay and a DRQ and studied bonding and energetics for the chem quiz. i actually wanted to blog yesterday but my conscience got the better of me and so i refrained from turning on the computer.
haha..my didi is so sweet! =) he still remembers me sometimes and sends a goodnight msg, but usually im already asleep. haha..i didnt get to see him that day when we went back for teachers day thingy! he said 4T1 was sitting at the front row, but i didnt notice him. and then he called and said he was going to PS too, cuz me and the other e1 girls were there, but i didnt see him in the end anyway.. haha.. sometimes i realise how me and my didi are so alike. we have the same birthday. plus, he's an only child too..and he lives nearby. if i cant have a real brother, an assumed one would do just fine =p tonight im going to study biomolecules! *tries to get herself all psyched about studying bio*
im thirsty.
this song is cool..
Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night For the same damn thing
Because of you I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid
