oh WOW. i found this little piece of foolscap, on which was scribbled, with preposterously ugly handwriting, my innermost thoughts, feelings and opinions of the kind of situations i was in at that time. i had a good laugh reading them all over again. of course, at the point when these emotions were pouring out of my little heart, i didnt think it was funny at all. apparently, i was confused (how cliched is that?!) over him1. actually, i was confused bout him2 as well. as for him3, i was beginning to hate him. hated his guts, hated his..everything. but im not now. its clear as day. there's really nothing which can bring about the amount of confusion equivalent to that 3 months ago. cuz according to what i wrote, him1 was starting to be nice to me again. civil, at least. none of that coldness. oh CRAP!! what am i writing?! i dont even feel like writing today!! haha justin can be so cute sometimes!! =p we were being all silly and stupid (me, anyway) last night. online, i mean. and he was the clank-a-lot tin man. heehee. he's fun.
