i. feel. like. a. sponge. which. has. just. been. squeezed. of. its. contents. i have been wrung dry of all that bio knowledge and gp techniques (whatever gp techniques there are)
had bio and gp today! in the same LT, on the same seat. i hope my gp essay isnt out of point =( because my content SUCKS. can you believe it??!?! tests are over! woohoo! on second thought, theres nothing to rejoice about because A)there's CHINESE oral tomorrow and B)i have to do a chinese compo tonight. ewwwww. just IMAGINE the dread. chinese oral!! i sorta fear for my conversation, cuz everytime i try to speak in chiense to my friends, like, have a perfectly normal daily conversation in chinese, they either laugh or say i sound weird. THANKS. thats a BIG consolation! haha. i think my problem is that i can only speak chinese under exam conditions, and only wheh talking bout serious stuff concerning our society and all that crap. =p im just afraid ill lapse into english or something. okaaaay, so like, its only a school thing, not counted for Alevels, but STILL, its important to take pride in your work! =D AND!! its SO indescribably unfair how some lucky people get to have it on friday! thats like, 4 days more of oral practice! why cant we have english orals instead! although i dont think they're any less nerve wrecking!! i remember how we were practising oral using the english TYS! like, all those pictures and passages behind =) and me, emily, and tricia i think, would all be practising just mere seconds away from the actual thing. and who can forget that sinking feeling when the person before you is done and its UR TURN!(in my case, zhiliang =p) ah yes, that familiar yet unwelcome rush of adrenaline. my picture description absolutely SUCKED, though. i got like, 9/12 before. how horrible is THAT. it totally pulled everything down. oh no oh no oh no. i cant start speaking chinese to mom and dad! besides, as i believe i have mentioned, i CANNOT hold decent and comprehendable DAILY conversations in chinese. its probably one of those things in life whose reason is unfathomable, yet it happens.
