i feel so annoyed now. like, in a bad mood. for no particular reason. or one which, to me, is unfathomable . i dont know why! i should sit down and search for the root of this moody problem. went to marche's today, it was lao shi's treat =D 311 bucks..haha..i had pasta, half a rosti, and 1 slice of salmon sashimi.haha..me and willy shared it with 3 other people =) are we generous or are we generous? =p oh, and 2 chunks of sausage that thick sausage thing. it was awesome! ruby/bobby/reuben dropped his knife on his shirt, which was white and easily dirtied by sauce from roast chicken or whatever it was that he was trying to eat. i am so STUFFED right now. i could not eat another bite. theres a 4e1 outing at marina bay tml, but i dunno if im going. i feel so unenthusiastic, not in the mood for jokes and laughs, grumpy, moody, down, melachonlic for some stupid obscure reason. cheer me up, somebody. =( oh, we didnt watch spongebob today, which is a big disappointment. i was kinda getting used to the idea of watching the sponge in action. maybe i'll never get to watch it. went to the botanic garden too. it was hot, humid and tiring. i liked the cool house the best! cuz there was aircon. and i took a photo of the vanda miss joaquim too. its so small and unnoticeable. i didnt there were so many kinds of vandas before today..haha..and apparently, it was discovered by this miss joaquim woman in 1981, who then showed it to the then director of botanic garden who then declared it would be our national flower. haha. unimaginable. as i was saying, im feeling like a zillion notches down on the happiness scale. damn everything. so stupidly full. i wont be able to have dinner. daphne says she could watch spongebob with me, one day. thanks, daffy, ure cool.
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I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
